Fuck.

I just wrote a huge long thing, and I dont know what just happened but its not here.
That was a huge waste of time and now I'm pissed. I'll try again tomorrow.

Hmmm, interesting.

Well, I'm not sure how this works, or whether or not I even like it yet. I just need a way to keep order of everything because the order in my head is rather sporadic. I've decided that I need to get back to my low weight, one that used to come so easily...124. And from there become 110. Currently sitting at 134, I'm not sure how that creeped up on me, I'm going to blame the holiday's but really its lack of self control and motivation at the gym.

School's done next Monday, and i need to find a job. Kind of scares me, now that I have to join the real world like everyone else.

Well, I'm off to the gym and tanning, hopefully it will be a productive night, and I'm looking forward to a fresh start tomorrow.

-Em.